Two emotions hit Ya’na simultaneously. First, a Bruskti, who were universally feared among the olgog, just admitted to regret. They have emotion! Second, he realized how he, as a Brezen, had no reaction to death, even when he was young. His first memory in Bred was of a raid. His cousin was killed. Because his cousin was considered too weak by the rest of the gang, they never bothered bringing him back. Death, and killing, were such a natural part of his existance that he never bothered thinking about it.
After pausing for a moment, a wise smile parted his lips. His voice was raspy and deep. “It’s like the first time you bed a woman. You’re so in the moment you don’t know what you’re doing. It feels great… until theI warmth leaves your manlihood. Then all you’re left with is uncertainty and doubt about the whole thing.” He let out a raucous laugh, “because then you remember that she spent the whole time crying, complaining you were too big.”
He raised his water skin, “young one, with experience you’ll get better. Until then, to becoming Gog!”